I have spent a long time thinking; “I’ll be totally happy when…”
Don’t get me wrong, I was happy, but I believed I’d be MORE happy when I had more money for clothes, more money to fix broken things, more money for anything.
I thought my problem was money. I knew it wasn’t the answer but something deep in me ached. A dissatisfaction.
Today as I type this, my blender works but I have to cover the top with my hand as a piece broke off (I don’t pay for things until they’re completely and utterly irreparable) the magic bullet died, the coffee machine is dying, our TV is second hand and shuts off occasionally, I own 2 pairs of shorts and 6 pairs of underwear.
All very MINIMAL first world issues that used to feel HUGE.
I would feel crushed under the weight of all that we “needed” to pay for and here I sit today, content.
I have found wealth in the strangest of places; in my own heart. It has been building, and will continue to build even greater and the funny thing is, with that builds income. It just comes.
I HATED when people said true wealth starts inside. Shut up Tony Robbins I want to fly to Tahiti with nothing but my purse and buy everything on my trip! That’s wealth!
And then my eyes were opened. Slowly. Pried maybe. But opened none the less.
Now I see, truly that wealth is gratitude. Wealth is the daily practice into self.
Because when I’m connected to myself, I can still my mind and connect to God. Wealth is connection.
Wealth is the ability to not care about the now in a sense of dread because I am connected to the knowledge that we are on our way up, that God has taken care of us already and that coffee machines don’t matter.
I’m working with people to change deep seeded disbelief in their value, their ability, their image.
Getting up early every morning and taking time to run my dog is the single best part of my day, and it allows me to FULLY enjoy the rest of my day. Ok not always fully, but I’m more present and connected with as a mom is a huge gift to my children.
This practice of biking, not being touched by another person, having the wind in my hair and the smell of the day freshly starting, this is what I have needed for so long.
This time invested in me, connected to me, has allowed me to see clearly all I have. And that I have all I need and more.
I’m so excited about this act of getting up and spending time on myself away from everyone and everything that I’m actually developing a 5 day morning boot camp for my team of coaches who are looking to elevate their own lives.
I believe it’s time to rise; that it’s possible and tangible.
I believe for the first time in my life I can have it all, and I can give it all to others.
I’m grateful for the morning, because with it comes two little miracles that give me a reason to invest in myself more than ever.
Now is the time friends; if you’ve ever considered being a coach on my team now is the time. Just hit contact me and let me know where you’re at, because this training for now, will be exclusive to my team. Those that have said yes, I’m ready for change; I don’t know how, but I’m willing to try.
That’s all I need. A small seed of belief that says yes, I think I can.
With that, together we can change it all.